This is the Story of a Girl

"I was born with an enormous need for affection, and a terrible need to give it." Audrey Hepburn

  • 3rd September
    2014
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Hebrews 12:2

"Let us fix our eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of faith, who for the joy set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God." 

  • 31st August
    2014
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I don’t feel pretty.

Since I’ve gained some weight all I can think about is how un-pretty I feel. I feel fat and ugly, and I can’t even stand to look at myself in the mirror. I cannot BELIEVE what I have done to myself. Am I obese? Not by any means, but this weight gain is unacceptable. I just want to be pretty again.

  • 13th August
    2014
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  • 13th August
    2014
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  • 4th August
    2014
  • 04

How do you feel?

I hate that question. I don’t know the answer to it anymore. I feel empty. I feel like I don’t have any emotions until I feel like I’m going to start crying, and then I don’t. I feel lonely when I’m alone, then when I get around people I want to be alone. I’m in a viscous circle of non-emotional emotions. I’m confused and sad, and I don’t know what to do.

  • 17th July
    2014
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Why my Mom Never Fails to Piss me Off:

1. She doesn’t listen to me when I’m talking

2. Because she doesn’t listen, she then asks a lot of stupid questions

3. She’s really preachy

4. She thinks she’s better than a lot of other people

5. Instead of talking to family members at our gatherings, she plays games on her iPad like a seven year old

6. She doesn’t think I can do anything by myself

7. Fails to realize that I’m nineteen and I can make my own decisions

8. She thinks my problems are funny

9. She is extremely hypocritical

10. She calls me seventeen times a day to tell me pointless shit

11. If she can’t remember my Netflix password she will call me over and over and over again until I answer so I can change it for her, no matter what I’m doing.

12. She’s a generally irritating person

13. She’s drunk after 2 glasses of wine and gets really embarrassing

14. She smokes way to much

15. Tries to get my boyfriend to take her side on everything

16. Still gives me pointless rules

17. Yells at me for the kitchen being dirty even though she’s the one that leaves everything out

18. Thinks/Tells me I’m wrong about everything I say

19. Openly implies my opinions are stupid

20. Constantly compares me to my ‘perfect’ older brother

  • 11th July
    2014
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  • 11th July
    2014
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  • 11th July
    2014
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  • 11th July
    2014
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